Wednesday, November 04, 2009

First they came and gave me a crapload of work...

And I said nothing, because I thought I deserved it.
Then they robbed me of my social life, and I said nothing, because I thought I could handle it.
Then they sucked away my soul, and I said nothing, because I had such a sad one to begin with.
Then they took away my drinking buddies, and I TOTALLY LOST MY SHIT. OMFG.

These people don't deserve me. They deserve someone who loves her work, who is devoted to them, who has her shit together. I am just barely hanging on here. I do care, deeply, for the ones I work for, but I am coming to deeply resent those people. Everyone is working at 90 miles per hour there now, and I can't keep up. I am failing miserably, and I hate myself.

So here I go again tomorrow. FSM help me.